But unfortunately, there's not much to say here. My life is the same as ever - normal, busy, and tinged with different things. I must say, that thing which ruined my holiday in Switzerland (emotionally) has come to haunt me yet again. I hope it'll end soon, I really do. Perhaps I should wait until Sunday and see what happens. I want nothing more but to just jot down my feelings and problems somewhere (even here) but I'm afraid someone would read it. Even if I throw it away or delete it straight after, I'm afraid someone will glance at it. And even if I stay alone and then write it.. I'm afraid the tears will flow.
Yes, it's that terrible. I cried over it once, but not to the limit which I should have done. I shall write it here, rest assured.. the day will come eventually. But not now. I think there's someone I must tell this to first. I didn't know that this entry will turn out so depressed-like, but I don't know what to do.
Rino-chan
Rino-chan · Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 09:20pm · 0 Comments |