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Hi. So I thought I would just tell you that I'm a little sad and I'm on the fast track to becoming an emo hippie. I just can't seem to go 2 days without messing up in some way. The worst part is that I might have gotten one of my friends in trouble. I tried to call his cell phone but it was disconnected. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying I wish life was merely a dream. I know I should calm down because my friend is probably fine and because life is too short to waste on regrets. If something happens that changes you it was probably meant to happen. I just feel really bad. I haven't felt pain like this for a long time. I can't eat much and I just feel like sleeping all the time, and when I finally do go to sleep I can't sleep for long periods of time. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying

P.S.- If you were wondering about the title of this journal entry it's because I'm learning about magick and I was begging the Lord and Lady (god and goddess) to protect my friend from harm. Hopefully it worked.