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Well heres the scoop on how I am as of late.
Hopefully some people will take into consideration that my heart isn't a toy
And keep their guilt trips to themselves.

Relationship forecast:

Still single as always and glad I am as a matter of fact. If I had a choice of having someone nagging me to death because I was depressed or to be solitary. I would keep it solitary and straight forward. I've officially taken on the mood to shed some extra burdens from my shoulders as of late. Already lost one friend because of the fact she took my feelings in and then spewed them back at me as if I was some kind of plague or something. My life isn't as easy as everyone thinks... I may have a simple life at home but I desire more...and By no means do I do nothing about it.

Employment status:

I am still unemployed but I am making mental tweaks towards specific career paths I should take so I can focus my applications to those specific fields rather then applying everywhere for mass rejection calls... Hopefully I will get a job soon or I think I am going to go nuts from not being able to vent... I've been thinking about joining the military. Maybe as a decent weapons developer... Then again I think I would need schooling for all the safe jobs involved. Yaknow..just go into a safe little office and come up with plans and new technological advancements to get this all going much quicker.. I have quite the inventive mind after all.. My old floating fortress idea would be lethal in this war. Top off the Lazer tech and possibly come up with something new.

Mood Information:

As of late my mood has been changing. As I had expected the closer it grows to the date that more I get on the verge of an emotional collapse. When I lie down at night my eyes tear up just from the thoughts in the back of my head. I miss Vie so much if loaded into a gun it could be lethal ten times over....April 12th 2006 six. The day I will never forget. If you want to know about it ask. But please...be nice.. Its one of my more sensative topics.