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Where do you go? Why did you go?...without telling me
Enshou-Sensei looked inot my blue eyes."He's gone. He'll porbably be back in a while." He looked down at his light cigarette in the ashtray."Hopefully it's not for too long right?" He smiled. Even I could read his poker face.
He missed Sousou, I could tell. Just in the tone in his voice. Before I had Sousou as my lover, he was Enshou's. I still kindof think that he loves him. Sousou might even still have feelings for Enshou...
Enshou lefted up his cigarette, and brought it to his lips. He blew out the smoke. I just staired woundering why he never told me, but yet he tells Enshou and not me.
Ryuubi-sensei who was sitting on the other couch in our house, finally showed us he could move. He leaned forward and looked at me. He could anyone like a book, no matter if he new them or not he could still do it. His large hand was put gently on mine, I could feel his heat beating from his warm hand.
"Kakouton..." He whispered. "It's not what you think it is. He actually left to go see his ancester." I breathed in what he said. But something in the back of head said it wasn't just go to Cao Cao it was more then that.
He's been there alot of times. Maybe there's someone else he is seeing. Maybe it's just a way to say that he doesn't want me with me anymore. What if he finds someone else that he really does love and stays there. Our house will be gone then. We'll have no one teah Math, Science or History.(Even Though I could care less about those classes) When will you be back.
Ryuubi-sensei took his hand off of mine. He staired into my blue eyes, again he was seeing into my mind. He was reading me. I hated how sensei really got into my life, he forced himself into mine...not just mine but everyone's.
Enshou-sensei stood up."Ryuubi, you haven't even been here for a full year yet, stop thinking you actually know Sousou." Ryuubi looked off to the side, and mummbled something about how he should stay out of Sousou's life. Enshou looked over at Ryuubi as if he really did hear what Ryuubi-sensei mummbled. Thats the thing about Enshou-sensei, he has the worst face when his pissed or wants answeres out of someone, he should have been a cop and not a Professor.
I stood up,"Guys just go. I know he's gone and for whatever reason he never told me. Alright I get it, now just go!" I looked off to the side, usaslly I don't tell my sensei's what to do, but I was getting tired for hearing them talk about Sousou. The talking about him just made me miss him...I want him back.