I can't stop crying. I just can't, for anything. Even being on Gaia hasn't stopped my tears. My father was being an a*****e this morning, and even when I stood up and told the truth to him, hopw he had said a million times that my best is good enough for him, I got the third degree. Possibly even worse than that. He beat on my little brother once more so now I'm really hating the man. I don't see how my friends who don't cut can get through bad parents all the time. It sucks knowing someone who cared for you your whole life so far is so evil. He threatened, again, to pull me out of home schooling, where my GPA skyrocketed. If he does, I will fail drastically because apparently telling the truth does absolutely nothing to him. Doing anything short of kicking him in the balls probably does nothing to him too but I digress.
I need help, not some idiot psyciatrist help, but real friend help. I might actually commit suicide this time. Living just isn't worth it any longer. crying
 BakaYYHLover · Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 01:42pm · 1 Comments |
