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Really!! I'm just soooooo angry right now that if someone pushes me a bit more, I'll end up in tears. Seriously. I can't believe that mom would be so inconsiderate!!! DD< Man, the back of my throat is burning and I can see myself crying, but I won't. I'll keep it in now, but if something happens later, even the slightest bit would end up with me crying. I'm that angry right now - perhaps more upset than angry, but seeeeeriously!!! D< Better empty out this anger to the journal before I really end up crying.
Mom wants to invite all her friends over to our house tonight for dinner. Today, a family we don't know are coming from Malaysia and they're coming here because of their education and whatnot - usual stuff. A family of four or five and they're going to stay in my room until they can find a house to live in. I have no problem with that whatsoever. No trouble at all. I'll end up in the living room later tonight with my younger sister but at least we'll get some rest - especially considering that we came home late yesterday which meant less sleep for last night as well. Now, it seems as though I won't get the rest I need for school tomorrow!
With a family sleeping in my room and my mom inviting her friends over for dinner, I wonder how I'll cope with school tomorrow. I have homework and coursework to do and everyday, I need to walk for half an hour from school back home as well as coping with extra work and whatnot. I thought that because there's school tomorrow, at least my mom would be considerate enough to postpone this stupid dinner thing until next week. At least until then, I have my room back where I can actually REST properly. But no. She just had to do it today and invite everyone over even though my sister and I already protested, saying that we have work to do. Yesterday, we couldn't do anything because we were busy cleaning. And if dad's right, that family would arrive here in ten minutes or so, meaning that I'll need to abandon my room and laptop as well. And later, more guests!!!
I have no problem with the family. They can stay here as long as it takes for them to find a home. They came from Malaysia anyway so it's fine for us to help them just as how I'm sure they would help us should our places be reversed. But what I'm angry at is my mom making more arrangements. These dinners usually last until midnight. And to clean the house, clean the living room and sleep afterwards - I won't have enough rest for tomorrow! And for heavens sake, this is my last year in high school and I have exams to face SOON - it's not as if she doesn't know that already! I was quite rude to her earlier, but she KNOWS that I'm busy and she knows that my sister has a lot of work to do, but still, she wants to do it - and she told me to relax which I won't be doing at all, I'm sure. I'm just shaking with anger now and I have no doubt that if someone makes a wrong remark, that'll spark me off. I'm really, really angry right now I could just scream.
D< Rino.
 Rino-chan · Sun Sep 23, 2007 @ 10:54am · 0 Comments |
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