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november 29 2008 my love is getting stronger for her every day i dont under stand whats happaning to me, shes my drug, my need i find im always thinking of is this healthy to think of somebody like this... this is my first journal entry on gaia so those of you that dont know my name is derrik and my like is ****** ive had problems my entire life from girls to fights to emotions my entire life ive had to fight to stay alive and with my head above water... to this day she is the first person that loves me back and it's the best time of my life... but i seem to like to hurt my self... let me explain, you see im still ibn schoole and i found the girl i always want to be with but my mom sais if i cant keep my marks on top of 50% that she's taking my out of schoole and seding my to military camp and im beraly over 53% and becuse i cant do the work be becuse im to lazy **** me!