Current song: Trouble by NeverShoutNever!. (tis addicting i tell ya!)
Current mood..Pissed, confuzzled, gah. (yes gah is not a mood. it is now tho.)
Okay....Yaknow...Charlie..I hope you're reading this. And go ahead and tell me im pathetic..it wont hurt me like it did before. Im totally prepared this time.
Im not over him. I wont be. It felt so damn right. How could i.
What i don't get it if he liked me..then why the ******** is he not talking to me..Yeah...doubts of it not working isn't great. But you're heart should be telling you what it wants. And my heart is yelling for Charlie. And it wont stop. Yeah im not over you. I will never be Charlie. And i don't want to give up on a chance that could possibly work.
And i convinced myself i was over you...yeah right. I wont hate you...Even if it is what you want. Do you know how many times in the last 3 weeks i've wanted to text you and call you? Talk about nuts...I am. I'm ******** crazy about you. Yet i can't even talk to you with out being afraid of rejection.
You like me and you know it...You just wont let your heart tell you its right. Cuz i keep feeling like its right. Its probably the one thing in this stupid life i have that actually feels okay.
 Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Fri Feb 06, 2009 @ 06:50pm · 1 Comments |
