Song: Stick Stickly by Attack Attack! (tho it just changed to Slow Dance With A Stranger by Danger Radio hah)
Idk whats wrong with myself... I keep having these...idk i want to call them anxiety attacks but im not sure... Its just scaring me cuz when it happens i feel like i have no control over what happens...And last time i hurt myself....I can't remember what came over me...but i remember looking down at my leg later that night and there was a cut on it....fresh.
I feel...so screwed up. Cuz i'm not sure how to handle it... I'm not sure if i should tell my parents... Im not sure wether i should run....or if it would be better to stay...
And i feel like i have no one...Because i really don't have anyone to actually be with..No one i can leave the house and go to when i need them most...
I just don't know what to do anymore....
Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Mon Feb 23, 2009 @ 01:59am · 1 Comments |