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I have a crush on one of my friends. This is bad because he has a girlfriend. I really like him. This all started because we would walk up to each other and put our hands on our hips and say (seductively) "Hey there!" We were playing, but today I realized I run out of my classes for the chance of seeing him. I even go in the front of the school after school ends just so I can see him and hug him. Then, my friend likes him too! This is so bad. I can't believe I let myself get into this. I can never be with him anyways. he smokes, drinks, and has done drugs. I will not get into that kind of crowd. I like him and I can be his friend but I don't like that kind of thing. My dad died doing drugs and he drank a lot... I can't deal with that again... I need help!