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This Weekend... So Far
So, I came to my cousin's house this weekend. I've been playing with her baby Grace! I love children and can not wait until I can have my own. I want boys. Lol. Anyway, I love the bed I slept in last night. It is so very comfortable. It has a feathery mattress cover and the same bed clothes I used to have on my bed when I still had a twin size. I fell asleep around ten. I watched Degrassi: The Next Generation from eight until nine-thirty. When I fell asleep, I had dreams about my various Cute Guys. The first one was about the boy I previously posted about. I do not care to go into details about the dream, but he was the one I dreamt about the most. Well, I woke up around nine and chilled out until Brandi's husband made us breakfast. It was delicious! Lol. Anyway, he is making some chicken fingers now. I love coming here. I have been asking Brandi if I could come over since October. She finally said yes! OMG! Eleven days until my birthday! I am so happy! All I want is a new cell phone. I know I'm going to get it. So, I'm quite excited. After my birthday I get to start learning how to drive. I need to start studying that driver's manual thing. I haven't written a lot in a while. I'm glad to report that I am finally over Joe. I can't believe how much of a jerk he is. I don't mean to me. He treats me pretty decently. I mean he is a jerk in general. He is a mean, self-centered, vain, controlling, hypocritical jerk. Right now, I really want to be with Cute Guy. He will probably never notice me though. I also really like the guy I previously posted about, but I have already told you that I know I can't be with him. I am compelled to try and help him straighten up. I really want to help him. It scares me that I have such intense feelings for him. I don't think he is that attractive. He's cute and has the most beautiful eyes. I told my friend about my predicament, and she said that she doesn't approve of my being with this guy. I told her that I don't approve of it either. He asked me for my number yesterday. I gave it to him. He hasn't texted me yet. He told me his phone was broken. This is so confusing. I really hope this all straightens out soon.
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