Song: Ready Fuels by Anberlin [[my new love....or for this next week lawl]]
There are a few things tonight..
1. This guy i used to like...I thought he was uber amazing and really nice.. And now..I'm not sure...I'm trying to figure out where the nice part went. I'm finally over him...and i know i should have been a long time ago...But i just couldn't Oh well...i am now...he better be happy.
2. My ex...The one i dated for just under 2 years confessed all this stuff to me last night. We talked for a long time. He broke up with me....just so you know. Cuz i do still like him...And hate him at the same time. He was my first real boyfriend. He was my first....just about everything. I've missed him since he left me...and hated the reason he left. For some other girl... And im not sure what to believe anymore but now he's saying that the biggest thing he regrets doing ever was breaking up with me. Now...I don't quite completely believe him...but i also know him well enough to know when he's lying or now. And i don't think he was...So yeah..
3. I got my MRI today and i freaked out about it for nothing. It was actually kinda cool. i fell asleep tho haha.
4. Travis...Hmm...I'm honestly not sure what to say about him. In a way it feels like we're drifting apart. Talking less and idk...I mean i understand he's busy i do...But idk i feel weird now. I guess my pushing him away actually worked and now i wish it hadn't. At all...
I guess thats all for now..
If you have anything to say go ahead and say it. I could care less. Now if you hate me..I don't want to hear s**t thank you.
Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Fri Mar 13, 2009 @ 03:13am · 0 Comments |