I dont know how to feel anymore. The only time I feel right is when Im with a certain person... and he knows who he is. But when Im not I feel ... empty, confused,Broken, torn, like something is missing. And Im not so sure of myself when hes not around to talk to me and make me feel loved. When Im not with him Im not ... myself. He is one of the few people I can be the real me around. With everyone else I have to fake everything and act happy when Im really not. Its funny how I used to always want to be with my dad ... but now .. I never want to see him. I hate him. He makes me feel like the lowest of low. He always sides with my stepmom over me. Its like .. I dont matter to him anymore. He has cut out the rest of his side of the family, which for me means I cant see them either. I hate it . I hate that I never see them because he is an uptight a*****e and only cares about what that stupid nazi b***h thinks. I wish they would just drop dead and leave me alone.
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