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What am I really? This isn't me... what you see is... is fake. But that's what I want you to see. I have something to hold on to but I can't feel him for some reason and my prediction was right. I hurt many people and in doing so I hurt now as they do. I can't say I regret my actions and I can't say I would have done it differently but is this really how I lead my own life? Is this what I am? I feel no remorse for the pain that was created. I don't mean two people breaking up I mean something so much bigger than that. Far beyond then what they may think. No one will really see what I want to see. I am corrupt and a monster. That is plain and obvious to those with eyes... and unfortunately I don't have those eyes. So how can I tell you who I am?