I was looking back on my very old journal entries. I can't believe what a suicidal emotional wreck I used to be...
I'm 18 now. Not that anyone really cares. Maybe I'm just a bit more mature. I'm with someone, but it's not official and I'm very unhappy. I hate being with him, but I hate being without him. I'm very lonely.
I suppose I'm going to take some things off of my profile and put them here instead. I'm sure that if people really want to know about me, they'll read up here. So listen up.
I'm not the emo kid I was four years ago. Even though I still think life is everyday bullshit, I just deal with it. I suppose I'll be updateing this more often because this website, as childish as it may be sometimes, is really the only place I can openly be my vulgar, distasteful self and not get reported to my parents.
Just because I'm 18 doesnt mean I have any rights. I don't think I ever will.
 lonely-shadow · Mon Dec 28, 2009 @ 08:41pm · 0 Comments |
