This poem I wrote to express my feelings in reflecting on the break-up of technically the third relationship between me and Craig (Horace), which was precisely a month ago. As I shed these tears, my heart lets out this poem, tears still running down my cheeks, as I write down my feelings of pain, sorrow, hurt, and honesty. sad
Whenever I open my eyes I see you clearly
Eyes sealed, you still remain
I hold the blessed of memories within
Love we've shared in the past
My heart that you shattered, broken
Awake to every second of each endless day and night
Struggling to keep up thee strength in my veins
I'm dying slowly, what have you done to me?
What job and delight of such growth and healing
A peace and understanding that was timeless
Set me up at the strike of our hearts' third encounter
Back when my heart was pounding against my chest
When I was dwelling in slumber in thee moonlight
Thy happiness overcame me, I was alive
It was all I was, truly the sunshine upon thee world around
You brought the missing piece into me, I was fully alive
Remember, remember the 5th of July, not the 5th of November,
Your lies, your words hurt me, wounded me, left me in thee eternal darkness
Left wounded in the mind, body, and soul
Slowly, my heart beats til thee day it shall stop
When I will fall to the beyond, lying lifeless
Love becomes the death of me, arousing me in thee monster I've become
You've given me purposely the curse of eternal sorrow, sleepless nights, and a broken heart
My sweet angel, what have you done to me?
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"There's nothign wrong with dreams,"-Soren (Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'hoole/Guardians of Ga'hoole series)
"What's an angel without his wings? Without its love, care, and protection, sworn to look over his love? A demon!"-Ariel (aka Basil)