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so i'm now only about $70 from my longboard, which is ******** awesome! haha, i love random babysitting calls in the middle of a day that i really don't wanna read for a test tomorrow. xd shockingly that wasn't sarcasm.
dudes, i saw the most insane thing on mtv! it was about steve-o! i was shocked, not that he was a druggie, cuz lets face it, of the jackasses, we knew it would be him. no, i was shocked cuz we were a lot alike. that, for some reason, made me feel better. it gave me another reason to say "your wrong, don't act like that, you'll turn out like him" and "even if you do ******** up, rehab can work" and s**t like that. i dunno, i've been mommy-ing myself again recently. i guess i'm depressed again, but i REALLY don't wanna be! i mean, what sucks more than being depressed, right? i can't even have fun listening to my happy songs cuz i just wanna skip them and listen to my emo music... well, slower songs. i hate emo music. rolleyes
ugh, i've had insane insomnia and last night i was finally able to sleep right! praise me! i used NO meds whatsoever! i took that as a personal accomplishment even though it took 3 days to get back on track with sleeping and eating and everything. i dunno. i've been really weird lately. but i'm not here to complain anymore. i wanna be happy with everything.
and this ******** song isn't helping! *changes song... well, not yet, cuz i'm typing before i actually do it stressed *
alright, now its all good. if only i had a musical instrument right now, but at least i have hotwheels! ...i gotta grow up. ok, this has turned into senseless babbling, so ill just go.
thanks for being bored and acting like you care for five minutes (wasted minutes, actually). later. love ya.
 the_forgotten_thought · Fri May 08, 2009 @ 05:09am · 0 Comments |
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