i'm mad. i really am. in fact, i'm just down right annoyed right now.
all my best friends have formed some sort of exclusive bond with one another. they've all broken up into these little categories: the bitchy friends, the ones who think that they're the s**t and above everyone else, the ones who are stupid and sorta embarassing to be around, the one's who get sorta boring, the ones who absolutely love me but i never get to see.
the thing is, we were all so close. i don't even know what happened. and somehow, i just became distant from all of them. they still call me every now and then. but if i hang out (and i'm speaking mostly about the group who thinks their the s**t) them, they have so many stupid inside jokes that i can't even keep up. and then they are so into the lives of their xbox live friends or their online friends, that they talk about drama with them more than what's happening here and now right in front of them. and it bugs me.
i dunno. i look back at who we were and try to see where it all went wrong. but there's no exact moment. it all just sorta fell apart before my eyes, and now here i am, after a wasted summer. i hope things change in the school year. i'll be back with albert and with everyone else and seeing them on an almost daily basis. yeah, maybe things will get better. false hope is better than nothing at this point.
 the_forgotten_thought · Mon Aug 02, 2010 @ 05:46am · 1 Comments |
