so there's this girl. i've known her for about... 5 years now. and she's really pretty and fun to be with. but last year, i did something really stupid. i took the opportunity i had with her, to be with her, and threw it away. and now i'm overcome with remorse.
i had started dealing with my mistake; we all do stupid things and just have to live with it. but i saw her last week, and since then, i can't stop thinking about her. but she never answers her phone, and she rarely gets online. at least not when i'm online. and according to her facebook, she's in a relationship.
i'm writing this because i think she'll read it. she's one of the few people who i think bother to, so i want her to know how important and special she is to me. i want her to know that i'm sorry, and that i want a second chance. i understand if she doesn't wanna give it to me; i don't blame her; i ******** up.
she gives me this strage feeling. like i can run two-thousand miles if it just meant hugging her again. she makes me feel like exploding with happiness; like i'll get so ecstatic that i'll just have this cerebral explosion and brain matter will decorate the walls and it won't matter if i die that second, cuz it was after seeing her that i felt complete. i prolly sound psychotic and almost stalker-ish right now. if you're reading this, i'm not a stalker. just cuz me and rachel showed up at your house unexpectedly means nothing =P
you can say no, but i just wanna know, will you go to homecoming with me?
 the_forgotten_thought · Sun Sep 19, 2010 @ 12:21am · 0 Comments |
