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ok, everything in my life just got really weird. everyone's falling in love with me! it's freaky on so many levels! it's flattering, don't get me wrong, but a lil... i dunno. i'm not used to it.
so it's like this: we all know about my big lots stalker. well, that was during spring break and that's what started everyone falling for me. vanessa falls in love with me and tells me, "you're what makes me happy now that i'm back here in el centro", and since she makes me happy, i decide to go out with her. biggrin
however!!! the day after we begin dating, some chick comes up to me and confesses her love for me cuz "you're ******** hot. i wanted you so badly. i had, like, the biggest crush on you." which is nice to hear, but a bit straight forward (i like the flirting lol ) then my friend's brother come back from college and, surprise surprise, thinks i'm hot. he told me that my one flaw was being a lesbian, but he could accept that. and then he told me that i have a sexy a**.
honestly, i'm gettin kinda sick of hearing that i have a hot a**. and sexy thunder thighs. and that i'm gorgeous and that make- up will only make me prittier. i'm just.. ugh, i have no self-esteem and i still get this little feeling deep down that they're mocking me. however, now that everyone's falling in love with me, im believing it slightly more.
oi, then today my friend's friend (who never liked me, which is why i don't call her a friend of mine) asked me to cuddle with her. yeah, it's just kinda... yeah.
but at least it's summer. i had the craziest day ever today! went babysitting, kid got sick, went to my friend's house after fighting with my parents, went shooting, my friend's dad let me drive the car which i'm really good at now, then we went to the drive in and watched land of the lost, which is hilarious. i feel bad cuz i never spend enough time with my girl, but it's like the song josie by blink 182, and i wouldn't have it any other way.
 the_forgotten_thought · Sun Jun 07, 2009 @ 10:00am · 1 Comments |
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