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ok, so my dad and i were chillen and it turns out i'm being more symtomatic of AHDH than usual (which is sayin a lot, considering my typical behavior) and it's buggin me. i mean, i don't want something like ADHD to be my excuse, but right now, i'm having a really difficult time controlling myself.
see, i felt a little hyped up this morning, so i had a coke (cuz all the caffine calms me down so i can behave in the school day). and then after marching (so around second period) i had a chocolate bar. ok, chocolate is loaded with not only sugar, but caffine, so it shouldn't necessarily make me go nutso, right?
then comes lunch. ah, sweet sweet lunch, full of no caffine or sugar because arnold swartzeneggar or whoever the ******** makes laws for cafeteria food is making us healthy. that's when i started to lose it. i was so hyper, i was barely able to even eat! i was jumpy and talked a lot faster than usual without even realizing it.
then in fifth period, it started getting worse. i took a quiz in my spanish class, and started writing funny little notes all over it (like, one question was to translate "i sleep" into spanish, so i put "duermo, en la clase" wink and stuff like that! my spanish teacher is pretty cool, but it was my english class i had to worry about. i couldn't even try to stop my leg from shaking the whole period, and i had a bunch of music running through my head and i was tapping on the desk, and i only got worse in seventh.
then as i was walking with my cousin, he was hardly able to understand what i was saying. he's practically lived with me since i was a baby! he can understand me when most people can't (as far as when i speak quickly goes. emotionally, i usually have to bluntly say it) but my god, that was terrible! and i'm no better now, though i've been drowning myself in caffine.
i blame it on my basketball. well, for right now. once i get some sort of stimulation, i can't shut down. and i was practicing my dribbling BEFORE my homework, so one can assume how hard it was for me to accomplish any sort of mathematical feat. ugh.
so yeah, i'm freakin out, haven't had my period in forever, gettin real spastic and jittery. i just wish i had an energy drink so i'll be able to calm down.
 the_forgotten_thought · Thu Aug 27, 2009 @ 05:17am · 0 Comments |
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