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well, for those of you who wanted to know, hangovers don't come while high, but they do come. just a warning.
well, i've felt fantastic these last couple days (haha, for obvious reasons) my parents seem to be growing increasingly tolerant of all my behaviors, and i'm pretty sure i won't be repeating a weekend like this anytime soon. i must say, though, i feel wiser and smarter and i feel like i have some insight now that i never could have had if i had chosen to stay straight edge my entire life. but that's just my opinion. it was great, though. it was fantastic. i won't lie: i never felt quite so good, which is hard to admit, cuz i feel good naturally a lot. maybe it was all my stress being relieved, maybe it was the world slowing down and letting me take a break, or maybe it was the forgiveness and wisdom i gained; either way, living life with no regrets is getting increasingly easy as i turn into a "yes man". haha.
now, onto today, i am officially pissed at this one girl on my basketball team. everyone puts her on this pedastood, but she doesn't belong there. one need not knock her off her high horse, for the horse is trojan; it's a facade, and it'll only prove to be self-destructive. i fear it'll affect everyone's season, though.
lemme get a lil less metaphorical (haha, see. it doesn't effect your mind! i'm still smart, haha) well, this girl on the JV team was invited to play a few varsity games due to lack of players. however, now that she's played up a level, instead of bringing those skills down to jv, she thinks she's too good for our team. she slacks off the entire game! she has no faith in us! yet she's the captain? that's not leadership material; that's treachery in it's most modern sense! that's ******** bull s**t! then her attitude is more contagious than the plague, spreading to most of the team. those of us who keep our heads up and keep our hearts in it can't do it by ourselves; that's why there's five ******** players on the court! but when it goes from five PLAYERS to two players and a few vegetables, the games not gonna happen. i would say zombies, but then we'd be vicious. we need to be vicious! we need to be ******** animals out there, releasing all of our anger and frustrations-if a foul is GOOD (like if you bring her down and get the ball or block a shot, etc) then we won't give a s**t. but man, this is just bringin me down that we're so out of it.
i hope it'll change once league starts. i hope this b***h starts to understand how counterproductive she is. if only, if only.
 the_forgotten_thought · Tue Dec 22, 2009 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |
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