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yo. how's it going? i'm totally pissed and overemotional right now. how about you? here's the thing. i'm not good at quitting. and right now i'm totally pissed, and i wanna just, like wreek havoc among the world. but i can't. so instead, i'll just do the simplest, safest thing and write about what's up. sound good? yes, cuz that means you don't have to pay attention, but rather can just leave at any moment, mkay? i think it's fair. i get to rant on and on and you get the free choice to leave whenever the hell you want. in fact, some of you have already left, so thank you for getting this far!
ok, here's the deal. life ******** sucks, but there's no way i'm still quitting. i mean, i was froustrated yesterday, and i said i quit trying to be smart. well just like the b***h and b*****d who raised me I'M A LIAR! i'm gonna be loud and obnoxious and not care how stupid i sound, because there's always a twisted sense to everything. that's why people do stupid stuff. because THEY can make sense of it.
how dare they call me stupid. im so pissed right now. because no one wants to try to understand. theyre so secure in their own certainty that they know everything that they won't even LISTEN to what i have to say. i'm stupid, what could i say that's so eye-opening? well how about this: IM NOT A ******** RETARD! NO ONE KNOWS EVERYTHING SO GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE BECAUSE WE ARE EQUAL!
i hate not being heard. i mean, i'm not even getting attention when they ask me questions. why bother asking if i know you don't care. and my mom is such a ******** actor. she acts as if she listens and cares. worst of all, she acts as if she's on my side, only to be a traitor and go on my dad's side. she is such a b***h. i can't stand her!
not that ******** dad's any better. he needs to get the picture that if you want someone to listen to you, you don't start by saying "you know nothing" because that only pisses us off. why am i going to listen to someone who's calling me stupid but won't even listen to me long enough to realize that i'm not! and then he acts as if i get my A's so easily. here's the thing: everyone, though equal in rights, is different! it may look easy for me to pass school, but it's not! and if it's so "easy" for me, why the hell are you gonna call me stupid!
i swear. if they're disappointed in me because they suspect i'm on drugs, ******** them! if they're disappointed in me because i finally told them i'm gay and they don't believe it, ******** them! if they're disappointed in me because i've got A's, can play an insturment well, and am responsible enough to not need to talk to you all the time, then ******** THEM!!!
i can't stand these retarded dicks. can't they just accept me? i mean, i'm cool with being misunderstood. in reality, no one ever completly understands you. but acceptance is all i want, and they won't even give me that. ******** THESE ASSHOLES!
i realize that i'm a bit overemtional, and i'm sorry, but i can't help it. everything's just sucking so much. thanks for reading. later.
 the_forgotten_thought · Wed Jul 23, 2008 @ 04:18am · 2 Comments |
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