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ok, so i realize that i've been talking about my parents a lot, but i haven't included one of the biggest reasons i hate them. i mean, i'll call them liars, but i haven't told you the most hurtfull thing they've done. it was... sunday, so a couple days ago. but here's what happened.
ok, so i was really against going on any religious endevours. especially because i don't like the concept of religion. (and that's the main reason my dad calls me stupid and my mom says i'm dumb and immature) well, so i didn't wanna go to the church for a stupid youth group meeting. so i had a huge fight with my mom cuz my dad was outta town and gonna be gone for... about an hour after we stopped fighting and i went to my room. so get this, dad walks into the house, and mom tells him that i pulled the gay card.
now here's the thing. if i forgot to tell you, a while ago i told my mom i was gay, but she took that as an excuse to not dress like a girl. so now, whenever i say i'm gay, mom say's i'm just using it as an excuse and that i'm lying. now the thing is, i told my mom to promise she wouldn't tell anyone, but she told my dad. he was the last person i ever wanted to know.
ok, anyways, and i heard my dad yell "god, what kinda s**t is taht!" from the other side of the house, so i knew mom was telling him that i was a horrible stupid kid. i mean, that's what they both agree on all the time. well, they called me out to talk to them after a while, and both were trying to sound tough and intimidating. then, after lots of screaming (from all of us) we finally shut up and my dad asked me "are you gay" and i finally admitted to him "yes." and he said "did you tell your sister" and i said yes. and he asked "then why did you tell your sister you werent?"
the thing is, my sister always acted as though she hated lesbians. so the first time mom stabbed me in teh back and told ash, i told ash that mom had overdosed and was imagining things. i'm not proud of my lie, but at the time, i had to do it.
so i told him the truth and said because she seemed like she hated lesbians. so then both of them go on and on about "your not gay" "your not a lesbian".
they teamed up and cornered me. they both totally betrayed me. they both made me feel like utter s**t. i hate them. i mean, with my whole heart, i dislike these people. if i were in a boat and tehre was room in the lifeboat for one of them, i'd save my dog.
this sucks c**k. but i wanted to explain why i was overdramatic, cuz i think that's the only reason. later. thanks for caring.
 the_forgotten_thought · Wed Jul 23, 2008 @ 07:29am · 0 Comments |
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