i'm sittin all alone
or at least in my mind
got a pain in my heart
of a special kind.
a kind that doesn't heal with a kiss on the cut
cuz it's a wound you can't see
a hurt in my gut
that started from my heart
and extended to the rest
took my body and my mind
leaving nothing in my chest.
making me think that i can never return
to the life i once loved
with the shame that i've earned.
and it's eating me up
making me want to cry
i'm livin each day
just to wait til i die
cuz all that i can think
and all that i can feel
is i've got no more words to make this sound real
and i know that it doesn't make sense
it never will
that's the way the world is
until the day it stands still
but that day will never come
so the world will always be
a place when i get up for people just to push me
back down on the ground
hoping i do not rise
but i wanna prove them wrong
and get some envy in their eyes
that i can live each day to love
rather than to wait
but it's not so easy to change my trust
to loving from hate
so i'll take it all slowly
until i finally learn
how to think more positive
and have the life that i yearn.
so i'll take my time
and spit out some s**t rhyme
cuz nothin else is goin on
in my darkened mind.
so don't worry bout me
i'll be better someday
but if i don't seem happy now
just know it'll all be ok.
in the end.
 the_forgotten_thought · Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
