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ok, so the girl i asked out said yes! that's the number one awesomeness thing right now in my life! i'm not even gonna lie, i'm totally doing a happy dance right now!
now, that is, that i'm away from my b***h of a sister. it's not right how she's acting right now and i can't stand it! ok, if you know her personally, (kt, alex) dont youdare say a ******** thing or i swear that i'll whoop your a**. but rachel, imma tell you now, i completely understand what you mean when you complain about people only wanting to hang out with your sister. it's cuz our sisters wear perfect masks. and i dunno why people can disregard all of their problems and bitchy behaviors but get pissed at us every chance that they get!!!
ok, so here's the deal with her. it's a long and retarded story. she used to like two guys at once, ok. then she decided which one to go out with. now, the guy she decided to go out with moved away, so now she's stuck with the guy she used to kinda like too. well, he likes her and another girl, which he may only be saying, if you ask me, to get back at her.
anyways, she went through this long-a** thing about how she's so sad and wants him, blah blah blah, stopped caring? well, now, she told him online that he should stop likeing her cuz she didn't like to like people who didn't like her back. then, she comes cryin to me about how she thinks she doesn't like him anymore.
blah blah blah, right? well, she's talking and complaining, saying that she's over him, but how she's only doing all of this in order to get back at him for being a greedy little b***h and liking two people at once (pretty damn hypocritical if you ask me). meantime, the girl i like is texting me and we're going out now! prolly on friday!!!
so there i am, trying to contain my excitment for her sake, when i make the mistake of saying how i actually feel about the matter. "i think your hurting yourself more than anyone else here, but if you think it's right, go ahead." and she got quiet. so i got up and said, "now if you'd excuse me, i'm going to go online to tell everyone how i'm the happiest person alive."
b***h starts talking about how naive and stupid i am for being in love! so i walk out and was like "whatever b***h" and she got all pissy. then, like a friggen bipolar maniac, she comes over to my room to "appologize" cuz she forgot how "happy people get about this stuff." then as she's closing the door, she opens it again and is all "what'd you say?"thinking as always that i was talking about her. so of course, since she does that all the ******** time, i told her "i didn't say anything." then made the mistake of quickly adding "god, i swear, your more paranoid than a crack addict; swearing that everyone's constantly talking about you." by then she'd slammed my door in a bitchy rage and stomped off to her room.
but i don't care. how dare she! i'm happy and in a fresh and good relationship and she does nothin but dis me just cuz she's ******** up and lying to herself. i know how shitty it is to lie to yourself constantly, but the first step to recovery is admitting the problem, and she never will cuz she's a retarded stubborn b***h!!!
rachel, i totally relate to you. always have. talk to me whenever you are upset about people talking about your sis, cuz kt and alex love ash for god knows why.
 the_forgotten_thought · Thu Sep 25, 2008 @ 05:35am · 3 Comments |
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