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that's all i can say. for me of all people to say anyone is stupid is totally weird (yeah, i'll say dumb, dumbass or ********, but i don't like calling people stupid) but that's the truth. this is us.
you know who you are, by the way.
"i'm so confused. i don't know what the fcuk to do. i'm going to lie and hide everything to confuse someone else"
"everything's going downhill and no one's helping and i'm afraid of loseing you guys but i don't know how to keep my mouth shut usually and even though they feel better for five seconds, in the long run, it ruins everything."
"everyone's a douche bag. i'm gonna tell everyone i'm gay and get a crapload of attention, confuse people, treat my old best friend like s**t but i know she's still my friend no matter how crappy i make her feel, etc."
"yeah, so like, i dunno. i guess i'm just kinda hanging with everyone, but i'm gonna talk s**t about everyone else."
"i'm so spazztastic. i never see my friends, only hang out with my older friends, only hang out with that one guy that i'm never gonna get over and totally act stupid and disregard everyone cuz it gets me attention."
ok, now i doubt you'll be able to match who with what phrase, but seriously, that's us. and to make you feel better, i'll say what i prolly look like in public or at least to you.
"yup, i'm gonna lie my a** off, get pissed when people lie to me, tell people i'm trustworthy regardless of all my issues. i'm gonna talk s**t about everyone, get totally pissed and confused for no ******** reason, complain cuz even though i hate hearing others complain, i'll do a hell of a lot of it myself, and be the world's biggest hypocrite and easiest to hate person."
see, now tell me that none of those phrases make us sound seriously stupid. and i know that we're all still growing up and that we have a lot to learn, but for real, i can't stand any of us now, not even myself. i mean, i dunno. i hate everything, i hate everyone. it's just too complicated and i can't fix anything and all i can do is try to medle and only end up breaking it even more. i guess, one could say, life ******** sucks for all of us. but, i dunno. i just wish we could get passed all of this, forget all the s**t we've said and done, and just move along.
but that'll never happen. too much is already implanted in our heads. and i know that everything that i say sounds like a cliche mtv lecture or whatever, but there's no other way to phrase it. it's just the way we all are. STUPID!!!
 the_forgotten_thought · Sat Oct 11, 2008 @ 06:24am · 1 Comments |
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