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meet your stereotypical teenager. my name's jessi.
ok, so obviously, i'm gonna complain about my life more. how fun. but for real, i have a lot of issues RIGHT NOW. like, it all happened so suddenly (for some of them. for others, it's been draggin on to get this bad). ok, so where shall i start?
tonight at the game, we marched wonderfully, played all the music perfect and danced amazingly. i even mastered all the stuff like playin during the body roll. but my back is killing me!
doesn't sound like much of a problem? well, i used to be addicted to tylenol. i mean, like, 6 a day. i would feel horrible pains if i didn't take at least two. so i decided i needed to get off of it, especially cuz my bottle was almost finished. now here's the real problem. i haven't had it in a MONTH! and i'm having actual PHYSICAL pain! but there's none in the bottle, cuz mom finished it after she went to the hospital, and i can't ask to buy more, cuz my parents have thought i was on drugs since, like, mid seventh or early eighth grade! i asked my mom one time for some advil, and she said no way!
ok, and then my parents are trying to make me anti-social. they haven't let me hang out with my best friend alex in forever, nor my friend kt or rachel, or the others! and i hardly see them in school!!!
but now we've gotten to perhaps the lowest we can get. i think that they can't stand me. it used to be that dad and i would fight, he'd ground me, complain to mom, they both whine about how i'm disrespectful and have lots of problems, i'm a b***h, blah blah blah. but today, my dad was being a total jackass to this guy that he asked a question to. and even though i was there at the time and my dad had already explained how annoying he was, he continued to go on and on about it in the car. so finally i just said, "ok, now it's time to let go. forgiveness." and he exploded! he started telling me that i should never shut him up. and i started to say how he should be nicer to people and then get over his stupidity, he yelled at me to shut up shut up shut up! what a baby!
so he was pissed at me and left me at home for my mom to take me to my game. since we have to change and long-haired people need thier hair done (long as in below your chin) i had to be there early. my mom told me she was coming after i texted her. didn't come for another 45 minutes!
then after my game my parents were still giving me the cold shoulder. i mean, they wouldn't let me hang out with my friend, they wouldn't talk more than a sentece at a time in the car. it was stupid. i think they've reached the point where we don't even wanna be related. mom's complaining to dad about me. dads complaining to mom about me. i'm complaining about both of them to anyone who'll listen. i mean, this is stupid. i hate this! i wish they would just let me leave or something. but i've been warned that if i run away, they'd get me thrown in jail for one reason or another. they suck. ******** them. i hate them. for real. i'm not gonna forgive them. i can't forgive them. i litterally can't forgive them for their stupidity or their obnoxious behavior. i hate them. i hate my uncle, too.
my cousin had planned to move out with some of her friends cuz she's 20 and her parents still hold her on a short leash. and i had secretly planned to move in with her once she got out. i had packed my bags and gotten my most valuable stuff. but my uncle didn't let her. so i have no logical place to turn. just my own little world, which only makes me more of a smartass and makes me hate everything a little bit more.
******** this. ******** them. i need some ******** tylonal.
 the_forgotten_thought · Sat Oct 18, 2008 @ 06:42am · 1 Comments |
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