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ok, so i can't sleep until after midnight we all know right? cuz i have that problem that i can't stop thinking and then i get really paranoid and then i get really depressed or angry or however? ok, well if you didn't know, you do now. anyways, moving on.
since it's vacation, i've been able to sleep a lot longer, meaning that i've had more of a chance to have longer dreams. and for the past couple nights, my dreams have involved people trying to kill me. not last night, but the night before, the person tried to kill me but i couldn't fight back. like, i found a knife and tried stabbing them, but it wouldn't penetrate the skin. and i know what your thinking, how violent! but yeah, that's just how it was. and then last night's i was walking my sister at night and i realized we were being followed, so i took her into a convenience store and ducked down, but she didn't catch the hint that she was supposed to, so i had to keep trying to grab her while not getting killed at the same time. and eventually i grabbed her and put her in a corner and told her to sit there and grabbed like, some sort of stick that just happened to be in the corner and when i went back to my sister, the guys who had been following us held us at gunpoint.
i dunno where the hell these thoughts are coming from. i dunno if it's supposed to signify some fear of being helpless or if it's supposed to say, "hey, your gonna die soon/gonna have a very intersting near death experience soon." but i'm not sure at all.
like, last night i was walkin ash around when it was dark and i did have my eyes wide open for where to turn if something were to happen, but i dunno. it's like, your out of control once another player is brought into the game. as for the dream the other night when the knife couldn't harm the guy, i have no idea what was up.
hell, these dreams might not mean anything in the end. i mean, for all i know, i prolly watched a movie and it's messin with me. that happens when lil kids watch scary movies so it would make sense considering i'm the most immature person in the world. but i dunno. i just wanted to say this because i wanna remember i had a premonition in case something insane really does happen. i mean, wouldn't that be cool if it was like, de ja vu! i mean, not the whole insane near death experience part, but the fact that i saw it beforehand is cool...
yeah. ok, i'm done. later. i loves you guys!!! blaugh heart
 the_forgotten_thought · Wed Nov 26, 2008 @ 08:18pm · 1 Comments |
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