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just an update on the wonderful life of jessi! |
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yeah, just an update... as my subject says, haha.
yeah, it sucks major c**k... no, part of it does. another part of it kicks a**! but allow me to tell a long story to explain myself, mkay. it all started on tuesday night. i went to meet jerry and shanon for taco tuesday at del (haha, total advertisement there!) and i got picked up after awhile. we dropped off jerry and shanon and went to go get ash after mock trial (which i finally got outta, thank god) and she was all pissed off and crying when she got in the car. of course since both my parents were in the back seat, they were baby-ing her and asking what was wrong. turns out that she got a lecture about respect because of her little stunt with the office that landed her a month in lunch in-house. well, it got quiet, so finally i decided to tell her what she needed to hear.
"you know, sometimes you gotta at least fake respect to stay outta trouble-" and she tried interrupting, but i kept going. "no, i'm serious. if you don't wanna get in more trouble, just act as if you give a s**t about what your saying, because they won't care about how smart or 'great' you think you are-" and that's when the back of her hand smacked into my face. but i got my point across for the most part, haha.
ok, so mom was consoling the little b***h while my dad was telling me that i did a good job keeping my cool after being smacked like that. i mean, she was talking about litterally giving up EVERYTHING that she's ever worked for just cuz of one bad week, so i had to try giving her advice. i mean, i know how to open my eyes every now and then. she keeps them shut. but yeah, i guess dad and i were talking pretty loud, cuz mom came out and started complaining that i was being too loud complaining about my sis and all and that it was "hurting her". lil p***y.
so mom started acting like a total b***h (i mean, i started realizing where i got my sarcasm from) but i can outwit anyone and i was abusing my genius that night. sadly, since i was talking a bit too smoothly, mom got upset and just started straight up dissin me. ...ew, i sounded all poser there! ok, anyways, by that i mean she hurt me. she told me i was stupid, i had no goals, i wasnt going anywhere in life, etc. still, i kept the my composure and was being a lil smart a** getting my point across and showing her how much she favored ash (or at least tried showing her) but i said something about a banana and that's when i realized what her deal was. "i bet you just wish you had a banana." she told me.
i almost cried at that. how many times have i come out to her? how long ago was that? she still resents it! she can't get past it?! i went a lil insane. "Yeah, i wish i was born with one. would definatly help me ******** some hot chicks! i bet you wish i was born with one too so it would be more normal. what, you don't believe i'm gay stil, cuz just give me one decent chick and i can show you otherwise" i mean, i just went off and she went off.
the arguement lasted an hour and in the end, she told me she didn't want anything to do with me anymore. i haven't talked to ash since tuesday and mom ignored me yesterday but was pretending that everything in the world was fine today. i wanted to punch her!
but here's what's cool about my life: my dad understands that i don't wanna be at my house much cuz mom hates me still, so he's been letting me go out all night on school nights! i wasn't grounded for swearing in my arguement and calling mom a b***h! dad actually understands me for once!
so yeah, i'm pretty much over the fact that my mom hates me and thinks that i'm gonna attain nothing in my future cuz what can i say, i like proving people wrong anyways! and at least i get to hang out a lot now. thank god for having one understanding parent in this shitty game i call life!
 the_forgotten_thought · Fri Feb 13, 2009 @ 03:24am · 0 Comments |
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