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ok, so i just had the world's longest day (technically days if you wanna call 1 am the next day. mkay, so it started with me having to wake up at six so i could go to mesa day, which was fairly boring, but what can i say, we got third place. plus i won a lil contest thing and got $5 for johnny's burritos, which is easily the tastiest place to eat in the valley!
movin on, though. i guess i got kinda stupid afterwards. see, while i was out, my phone died, but i went with my friend to his house and called my dad from there, telling him about how i was at his house. then, we decided to go to this parade thing that i ditched (i ******** hate marching!) and met up with mallory, alex, (and we already had albert) afterwards. we chilled for a lil while just walkin around, but ended up at mallory's (as usual)
well, being the responsible kid i am, i called my dad from there, telling him where i was. my dad, being the ******** that he is, forgot, though. lil foreshadowing for ya.anyways, we tried having a seance, but got bored and started playing guitar hero. then comes 12:30 and i freaked cuz i had no idea how late it was!
apparently, my parents don't buy the truth.i love how i can feed them lies and they take it like sugar, but once i give the truth, my words are salt. so yeah, i just got in trouble cuz i didn't feel like bsing.
of course, i had every opportunity in the world to be a b***h like my sis and say "ash has done way worse things" but for one thing, i'm not a b***h. for another, that would only lead my mom to go on about how ash is a better person than me because she's straight and just as ******** up as mom used to be. funny how the ******** up kid gets so much more love than the good one. but then again, i'm not a devil or an angel.
mom only hates me when dad's around. i'm prolly the only freak in the world who wishes my parents would just divorce. it may be selfish, but they only love me when the other isn't around. one accepts me, the other resents me. one's a great actor, the other's a douchebag. god, i wish they wouldn't always wanna start fights with me. i can't fake respect forever, and i can't show love to someone who doesn't love me. i think i'm just... i dunno. i wish i could just live with my friends, and i know i've said that a million times but i can't help it. they actually love me. they make me feel like i wont be betrayed and that i won't feel unloved. hell, they all love me! but i don't understand how people who have only known me for at most two years could love me more than the people who spawned me.
 the_forgotten_thought · Sun Feb 22, 2009 @ 09:13am · 0 Comments |
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