ugh, i'm just kinda sick of school. i'm "motivated" in the sense that i really just wanna get it over with, but at the same time, i don't wanna fail. i'm sick of my dad praising my every A while my mom bitches about a B. i'm sick of teachers. i'm sick of pressuring myself. i'm just sick of school. sick and sad right now.
but on a lighter note, punk rock has finally taken its toll on me; for the better, this time. i'm feelin happy and as life can only get better from here (odd, considering all the anger beneath the lyrics and basslines) and that even if the world sucks, i should accept it all.
gotta love existentialism. sieze the day, enjoy the moment, forget the consequences until they affect you (laugh now; cry later) life is good. i just gotta get through this s**t and see the bright side beneath these damn storm clouds that keep shadowing my afternoons.
the_forgotten_thought · Thu Apr 15, 2010 @ 03:36am · 0 Comments |