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so, today started out not so bad. i was told that i'm gonna be the section leader next year, so i get to start training my section to respect me and take authority and whatnot (great. let's have the OCD chick go spaztastic correcting us!) and i guess that's pretty cool.
but then marching got lame. we had to do the same drill over and over and over for what must've been the entire two hours, basically. aside from that, it was ok. i mean, i love my section leader and most of the kids (well, ok, not most of the girls, but the guys and some freshmen) but sometimes i just get so sick of doing the same thing for so long. i'm very... distracted.
anyways, then there was basketball practice. i love basketball. it's almost like a family, close like the band. and the best part is our coach. he's so adament about us playing as good as we can and being the greatest, strongest, fastest players we can be, even if that doesn't get us a win. he has faith in us and plays with us and pushes us, but not the extent that we all hate him. but the school moved him to another school in our district. one that needs a math teacher. which means now we have no head coach, jv coach, or freshman coach. WE'RE ******** ORPHANED PLAYERS!!! we NEED him and the stupid schools are making him leave us!!! i doubt anyone is gonna come back this year, and almost all of us were fighting back tears when we were notified (he had to leave to visit some family this week, but he was going to be our coach for summer ball, too)
i just feel so abandonned. first albert's gone. no one has even been getting any news on albert, and i swear, i never knew i could be so co-dependant until that boy left me! we were as close as a lesbian and gay guy could get. we would walk for hours just talking and being stupid while staying philosophical. we were the perfect combination. i swear to god, if we were both straight, we coulda gotten married. but he's gone! in SD. for god knows how long. and now coach is leaving me! and all my seniors are gone, so school is just going to be boring this year.
i'm a social creature; i thrive off of others being at my side. i can't believe i'm losing so many. time is supposed to HEAL all wounds, not inflict them.
 the_forgotten_thought · Wed Jun 16, 2010 @ 02:24am · 0 Comments |
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