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because no one wants to listen to me anymore. ok, well not in my family. so yes, once again i'm back to ranting about my family. ok, so here's the deal: everyone thinks i'm stupid. why? because if i'm not arrogant, obviously i'm ignorant!
what is stupidity exactly? hmmm... well, take a look at this question and you'll have a good idea. this question is stupid because it's a question that would be asked during a series of questions that would make the feeble minded people wanna back down due to mental intimidation. however, i'm not stupid. i choose not to answer such a question because there's a point that rhetorical turns into REDUNDANT!
here's what stupidity isn't, though. stupidity isn't the equivalent of being naive. those are completely different traits. being smart doesn't mean that you take all sorts of special classes, being hardworking does. being lazy, on that token, doesn't mean that you're stupid, so how dare they say such a thing!
stupidity isn't the equivalent of confusion. confusion is a result of lack of information while in the midst of too many different pieces of information; it's two puzzles in the same box that you have to put together. how dare they even suggest that i'm stupid AND confused, when i am neither! i like women. i LOVE women. i know that God loves me. if he didn't, he'd let those cars hit me. he doesn't though. he's showing me i have a purpose because i'm smart! i'm smart, and i'm strong. too strong to be going to that ******** church of lies and hatred and hypocricy that they're trying to save me with.
but it's too easy to shut a child up by calling him/her stupid. they want to please. children are like puppies. they mess up. they make messes. but they wanna please their parents. they love them unconditionally.
teenagers are like a guard dog. don't ******** with them. don't cross their path. don't mess with their passions. but still, a part of them wants to please something. the thing that i want to please is no longer my owner, though. i've bitten my owner. my owner hates me for it. but that doesn't matter, cuz i'm protecting the things that matter to me. i'm over trying to only please. i'm protecting my thoughts, regardless of how stupid people will say they are. my owner wants to euthenize me, wants to silence these thoughts of truth and difference. but that's not gonna happen. i'm sick of them trying to shut me up. i'm not stupid and i'm not a puppy. i'm sick of trying to please them, i'm sick of trying to change their minds, i'm sick of being in the shadows of the "smarter" children. i'm sick of the idea that one can have an excuse and one can be a b***h but excused because of an accident in the pass. where's my excuse? where's the fairness? i'm not stupid. i don't care if they believe that anymore. i don't care if my teacher, my dad, my sister, anyone cares. i'm ******** awesome! i'm ******** smart! don't try to say i'm not.
i don't have to use big words to prove my point. my point isn't weak enough to have to try to intimidate others. i'm smart enough to defend my point. why isn't she? and if she isn't, why does she get all the credit?
 the_forgotten_thought · Sun Dec 28, 2008 @ 05:43am · 0 Comments |
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