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god, ******** me in the a** by a rhino c**k! why? cuz that would impale me so drastically that i would die. no, no, that's not been the prefered method of suicide that's lingered in my mind for the past three years (not constantly, of course, but occationally. haha, have to include that for those of you freaks who actually care about my well being) anyways, no, ******** me! for real! this is so beyond gay! yeah, i know, that's "insensitive to the gay community". well you know what? it's the same as a black person being able to call a black person *****; it apparently doesn't matter what the ******** you say or how offensive you get as long as you're part of that exclusive little society that you're born into. yeah, our birthright is to offend people in their face and entire communities just because we pocess a few similar attributes.
******** society. that's not cool.
but that has actually nothing to do with why i'm so indignant right now. no, i'm going to get into this humongous old-lady arguement about just how much i hate technology.
no. it's mostly my fault. god, i'm retarded! i totally knew this kinda conspirital s**t was true, but never did it actually occur to me that people would actually be sick enough to do it.
ok, so i was talkin to my sis, and all randomly (because there are apparently NO secrets in this ******** family except to my brother) she says, "do you think i've outted you to people at school?" ok, well you know what? i know damn well that she's outted me! it's kinda obvious when a chick comes up to you and introduces herself saying, "aren't you ashleigh's sis? oh, so you're the lesbian, right?" yeah, that's a pretty dead giveaway that she's done s**t like that! but no, when i told her that, she was like, "well, it doesn't count if i tell another lesbian."
YES IT ******** DOES! i don't want ANYONE ever greeting me like that! it's awkward; they know more about you than other people. and this chick bluntly explained to me that my sister had told her! what the ********. then i was at the house while her and her lil friend were drinkin their asses off, and she said, "yeah, well she's a lesbian" to her oblivious friend. HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN?! that ******** counts, i don't care what you say!
ok, so then in response to me proving that i knew damn well that she's told people about my sexuality behind my back, she goes on the offense (yeah, in her position, she should have taken defense; offense on offense never works!) and she was like, "haven't you ever googled yourself?"
at that point, i had no idea that you COULD google yourself. i mean, i'd heard that the gov could see anything, and myspace friends and all, but dear lord, that's just kinda weird to stalk someone via GOOGLE and take a look at what their up to. hello, it's called personal contact!!! whatever happened to that?!
so apparently since gaia is the only site that i'm actually out on, if anyone were to see this, my secret would mean nothing. not that it's much of a secret.
oh, and then the b***h has the gall to say, "yeah, first of all, anyone who looks at you could figure it out" you know what? that's apparently not true considering that i had to COME OUT OF THE CLOSET to TONS OF PEOPLE! that is, before i came to high school and ashleigh started introducing me as her lil lesbian sister.
god, ******** me in the face with a d***o right now! ******** me! i hate her; she's so offensive and mean and won't even appologize for the undeniable instances that it has been her fault!!! what the hell is her problem? are all people like this?
no, no they aren't. i was cursed to be born with a manipulative, concieted, arrogant lil bitchof a sister who thinks she can get away with everything cuz i'm not allowed to beat her face in! well i'm not takin it anymore. i'm ******** sick of her doing this and acting that way. it's not right. it's mean, it's ******** up, and i'm so pissed off right now that all i can do is repeat myself and still feel like no one understands the extent of how incredibly mad i am! what the hell is her problem that she tried to deny telling people when i had ******** evidence! any jury would've convicted her! ANY ******** jury!!!
god, i hate this right now. i know by tomorrow, i won't care nearly as much, and in time i won't even give a s**t, but for now i'm just so mad and i wanna just beat something up. which is why i have a punching bag! yay for tools of relief!
well, imma get to beating the s**t outta stuff. i'm sure i've been sufficiently vulger and you don't wanna read this anymore. thanks for makin it this far. i prolly would've stopped. then again, i can barely care enough about myself when i b***h that...
yeah, i'm done. ******** me. later.
 the_forgotten_thought · Tue Sep 29, 2009 @ 04:05am · 0 Comments |
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